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Blog do escritor Luís Soares

Jameson Fitzpatrick - Tenderness

Yes, I was jealous when you threw the glass.

 

I wanted the shattering against the wood-paneled floor for myself,
to be the sudden diaspora of its pieces across the apartment — and last night

 

when we fought, I wanted you to hit me so badly I begged.
And the other day walking past Renewal-on-the-Bowery,

 

when one of the men smoking unsteadily outside
called me a faggot, I thought: Good. People get what they deserve.

 

Then I wished I were more like Jesus — capable of loving
all people and all things always, capable of nothing

 

but love. I waste half my wishes this way,

 

wishing to be virtuous. The rest, well,
I don’t have to tell you, do I?